Gamie Game

So Tomo the love has found me one of my old favorite compy games, its called Black and White. I use to play this game for hours on my uncles computer. The game for you who don't know is that you are the god of this village and you have to help the people and stuff. There is more to it like a crazy god who is all highlander about the whole thing and this vortex of hope deally, but that is for you to find out yourself by playing the the thing. Anyway I have been playing it all day, minus like 3 hours when I had to drive to my cousins basketball game on the other side of the state from me, and they lost, but other then that and you know sleeping and other important stuff one does during the day thats it. Well I am done for now so nanuw nanuw

Sadness

So due to a sad mix up at my uncles job I will not being going to Detroit this weekend. The sadness so in stead due to unforeseen actions i may in stead be going to Georgia to retrieve my aunt and 3 cousins. It is a long story but it is one indeed so we simply will leave it at she went there and now she wants to come back. Got to love it. well that's all for this one nanew nanew

Goig HOme

So next weekend I am going to go back to Detroit to see some old fam... the joy. Okay its not that I don't love my fam... I do its just that the are a lot to deal with at one time. Tom is coming to, I hope he does okay I don't want him to feel odd, as I said my fam is a lot to take in and I have known them my whole life can you imagin meeting them for the first time? Well I guess I will keep you posted about that. So I am happy to go back, I will get to see my sister whom I love Aryana. I only see her like once every 3 or 4 years... thats kinda lame but what can you do? I have been sad about Detroit thought. Everytime I go there it has fallen more in to disrepair, it like the people just don't give a damn about their city. I may not want to stay there but I don't want to go back to see it looking like a slum everytime... I have childhood memories there and I hate watching the decay away with the loss of more jobs and more moral. The place is nicknamed the Motor city, the first cars came out of it, the first ford plant was there and now its gone. Its gone and all its jobs went with it. Just about everyone in the city has a job that has to do with the auto industry... and now its gone. What are the people going to do? How is the city going to survive?

Cleany clean

So as all of these have started so i was cleaning my room today and discovered that i have about 2 and half baskets of clothes to wash and no money. I live in an apartment so i pay rent but to have clean clothes i must also pay to wash them. That is sad i mean can one place really need so much money that they would let people stink up the place for a few quarters? What is my rent going to then?What i the change in those machines going to? i so every time we do laundry Tomo and I go to his moms house but that is about 30 minutes way just to do laundry . We spend the whole day there yes but its a whole trip for laundry. That seems a bit ridiculous to me. I guess i would understand it better if i was a landlord but i am not ... so i don't.. oh well i guess i am done for now, I have to go do the laundry and all.

The Plan

So my day was a sad excuse of a day, the highlight being when tom got home. i was wondering to anyone who is going to look at this, what does one look fro in a blog? i mean why would you read this more then once and say wow what a waste of my life, this chick is super boring? i wish to know this if you unknown buddy would be so kind as to share it with me. So i talked to my friend Rae today she has caner in her knee and it spread to her lungs i hear. Can you imagine what that is like she is only 19 and she has to do chemotherapy and this i the second time it went into remission last year. I am so glad to have meet her but i feel bad that it happened to such a nice person, why her of all the people in th world ? What reason can ther be for cancer let alone cancer in young people.

The first

So i just set this up and i am not to sure what to do now. Uhmm yeah i guess i am not that exciting, i live in the boonies so there really isn't much to do other then tv and internet so here i am. a friend of mine has one of these so i though they why not? What could it hurt? Who knows maybe i will be really good at this. i guess i am to slow a typer for my boyfriend his name is Tomo and he looked over at how much i have typed and said oh i had to high hopes i thought with all the sound i heard you would have a whole page written. Anyway i love that boy and I going to marry him someday. i live with him, my dad and my two little brothers. hopeful Tomo and i will be out of here in august. It not a fact yet still in the planning stages of it. My dad is in gerneral a cool guy but he is very hard to live with , that is all i will sya about him now but fear not i will talk about him more at some point many points infact he is the bane of my core at the moment. So if anyone reads this lost wonderland is a place that i feel best discribes the insanity that is my mind, a strange mix of adult problems and wants locked in a childs paradise with all the things a kid wants too, if you are confused... try living in it 24/7