Love for Wolf

I miss it, I miss you, I love you.

Unsent letters to Wolf

I don't know if I can do this anymore. I get it now, how you feel, why you can't share. It's scary and overwhelming, I don't know how you did this even for a second. I get why you hounded me all the time, and why you tried to do it for me. I love you, like no one before you, but I am not strong enough or selfless enough to do this, not right now. I hate myself for being this way, and for doing this to us, but I don't know how to live like this...

Alone on the Road

SO I feel really lost and confused again. I understand whats going on is important but I have no one to turn too.... I am really alone in this whole thing once again. I can't even be mad or tell you how I feel because its not my place, this is an issue that is bigger then me, yet I am still effected. My hormones are all over and I feel so rejected and neglected and that makes me feel even worse because its selfish of me, but I can't help being that way sometimes... no one has ever put me first like that. Now its gone and I am where I always have been waiting for the love I so desperately want to receive, I have it too give, and I want to give it, but you just can't be bothered with it right now. Will I ever be not alone on this road?

Love!

So I was sitting around thinking about the man that loves me, and I for all warm feeling inside. He isn't perfect, but his love is. Somehow despite the odds he loves me and I love him back. I worry about him and wish he was here, I miss him and get mad at him and sometimes think he needs to be hit with a stick lol, but I don't know what I would do without him anymore... I don't think I could go back to a life without him. His love is rather addicting I have come to see, and I am better with it and him then without him.