The Two that Matter.

Right now in my life... there are two that matter... My Sun God... and My Cadaver.  Both are my life, my heart and my world. My son and My soul mate... My Cadaver... Like none before him, he is the one for now, for then, forever. Our life is going so well already, and it will only get better because he raises me up and makes me want to be more then I was, more then I am, and everything he sees me as. My Sun god... Apollo... the one who saved me from me. He made me need to be more, and I would be just another dumb chick messing up my life one jerk at a time if it wasn't for him. My Cadaver is the only one I will share him with... he is the father he deserves, the father that wants him and loves him, like a real father should. In a year Cadaver will be mine forever, and I can't wait... time passes quickly when you wish it slowed and sleeps by when you wish it would slow. I wish my sons life wasn't flying by , and I wish that next years wasn't so far out.