July 23rd

At 8:29pm on July 23rd a little Princess was born and my life was complete!

Vent

I don't know what I am supposed to do about my frustration, I can't talk to anyone about them, least of all you... So what am I supposed to do?

Scared...

I am scared... Truly worried about myself and my family... Please let this be okay

Wondering

Maybe I am just damaged beyond repair.... Maybe there just is something wrong with me... I am not unlovable but I seem to be pushing love away....

Lonely

I feel so lonely right now.... I am lost hurt confused and I don't know what to do... I really just wish I had a hug...

Get Happy

I have decided that no longer shall I left life or others get me down. I am simply going to get happy. I am going to do what I need to be doing and what I want to be doing and that is that! I am sick of being sad, unhappy and bored all the time. Life is about living, and why go on living if you're not happy? 

Lost

It seems no matter what I do it all goes wrong. I keep trying to make things work, or make them better but it doesn't matter. I am on the verge of tears, and this close to breaking....

Worse

It's so much worse the second time.... I honestly don't know why I did this at all and now after just a few days I am broken all over again and I can't even cry. I can't even react to this... It's like being stabbed it hurts but I am in shock... I am shaking and barely breathing...